Day Trip: Project 180, Day 81

Operation Project Memory this week, but first a small side trip, a day trip into the blogosphere. Weeks ago, the kids selected topics for their independent learning projects, and one of the first major components was to create a blog for their respective topics. At the time, though I was prepared to take whatever time was necessary, I didn’t anticipate that it would turn into a yearlong project, which is what it looks like it’s becoming. And while, I am comfortable with extended, even really-extended timelines, it’s not always so comfortable for the kids. To  be sure, they are accustomed to the factory-line approach, the get-through-the-content approach to learning. So when we don’t exactly rush through and on, it feels a little strange to the kids, a lot strange for some. And while it is not my goal to make things “strange,” it is most certainly my goal to make things different.

Back to the side trip. But first a little more of the backstory. The kids have produced 5 or more blog posts in the past weeks. Each post must have a title, an image, 200 words or more of text, and it must also contain evidence of various writing craft elements that we have been working on: hooks, parallel structure, figures of speech, etc. Recently, they’ve also taken on the additional duties of finding, reading, and summarizing topical articles and providing weekly reflections about their posts. I have not visited a single blog, nor have I read a single post. By design.

This type of writing is what we ELA teachers like to call “readable” writing. It, unlike daily writing, is meant to be read by an audience. It has to be readable–audience ready. But too often that audience is limited to the teacher who is more a default reader than an authentic reader. So, to do different, I have taken myself out of the audience. The kids’ peers will be their audience. Oh, I will eventually be a reader, but that will come later. For now, I want the kids producing something out of interest for a real audience, not out of compliance for the default reader in the room. In the 180 classroom this approach is somewhat out of necessity. The 180 classroom is already different, so I have to continue different. There is no grade for accountability, so for something like this, I have to rely on the accountability of audience and the motivation of interest. And that, too, like long timelines, is not always familiar or comfortable for the kids. They want transactions. Sorry to disappoint them. For now, they will have to settle for inviting others to view and comment on their blogs and reporting on that to me through a reflection. That can be their transaction.

Happy Tuesday, all. Have a great short week. Come on spring!

Go on. Go on, Change the World: Project 180, Day 80

 

Officially started the Memory Projects yesterday. Kids, in teams of 2, 3, or 4, have to create something that honors the memory of the Holocaust. And, already, I am so impressed with their energy and creativity. I had the fortune to sit down with the teams yesterday as they pitched their ideas to me, and I am blown away and humbled by the genius of their ideas. Am blown away, too, by the degree of their motivation and commitment to a project with no grade lingering in front of them. It was interesting to see some of my otherwise less-motivated kids spark to life yesterday, sleeping giants awakened by something that interested them, something that mattered to them. Wish it were so for everything that we did.

I will share the projects when they are done. Will they change the world? We’ll see. They have already changed it in 211. They have already changed it for me. So proud and excited. Kids rule. Best job in the world. Luck man, I.

Happy Friday, all. Sorry for the short post, slept in a bit and running late. Have a great weekend.

Guilty: Project 180, Day 79

Some day it’ll happen. And they’ll find me. Broken. Bent beyond recognition. A fatality by flexibility. I’ll have bent too far.

One lives. One does. One thinks. One wonders. One worries. I am one. And so, I worry. I worry about my flaws. I worry about my flaws as a father, a husband, a friend, a son, a person, and far too often I worry about my flaws as a teacher. And while my list beneath that particular hat is long, presently I ponder one practice, one habit I cannot break, cannot escape. Flexibility. Am I too easy? Am I a pushover? Am I too forgiving? Am I making a difference? Am I ruining lives?

I don’t think that it’s that I really believe those things, but I find them in my head, and so, I have to accept that on some level they are real, for they are present. And, as they are present, they make me especially vulnerable to doubt. And, then when the doubt creeps in from the outside, well…one worries.

Gifted A’s aside, I forever find myself being overly flexible, manifesting itself in my giving more time, more chances, more options, more of anything at my disposal. And though by now I have come to generally accept that after 20 years that’s just who I am as a teacher, it does not mean that I am free from the worry that I bend too much. Still, when I worry further and reach deeper into the core recesses of my belief set, I find that perhaps when one endeavors to create a realm of possibility for his students, flexibility becomes a necessary by-product. If I am going to sell “possible,” then I have to produce possible. I have to be flexible. So I am.

To that point, the two-day in-class final became, for many, a four-day in-class final, and for some that still has not been enough. So, what does Captain Flexibility do? He lets those not done, take it home. Bye-bye in-class final. Hello take-home final. Am I crazy? Maybe. But if the kids are motivated to finish, to do their best, and I stand in the way, am I still peddling possibility? I have to give them more time. After all, in the 180 classroom, it’s not about the grade. There is no reason to cheat. It’s about learning. And if learning requires time, a commodity I possess, then I will freely distribute it. We know that kids have to be motivated. It’s 60% of the 180 Formula.  My 60% is my being dedicated. To my students. My students need time. I have the flexibility to give them more time. I will give it. It’s who I am.

I also can and will give options. Had two more boys “own” that they had not read Night, wanting to know if they, too, could then possibly use one of the movies for their essay. Of course they can. No, I am not happy that they failed to read the book, but if there is an option to salvage the situation and provide a learning opportunity, then I will grant it. They–though unable to find it for the book, have found some motivation to do, to learn. And when learning is still possible, I will be flexible.

In the end, when they do find me broken from bending too far, I may well do some time in teacher purgatory, guilty of my sins, but I’ll take my chances. No choice, really. It’s who I am.

Happy Thursday, all.

 

Risky Business: Project 180, Day 78

 

 

Relationships require work. They are not things that magically materialize. They are things created and sustained through work. Hard work. And as with any job, there are the less-seemly, the less-pleasant aspects that sooner or later must be done. I tackled such a task recently.

It had been a long time coming. 75 days in fact. And though I cannot put my finger on what finally triggered my response, it happened, and it was long overdue. I finally called them out. I finally took the necessary risk.

John and Mike (names changed) for the better part of the year had managed to do very little. I knew it. They knew it. Not sure their parents knew it–really knew it, but it was time to face the reality. It was time for a hard conversation. It happened during the second day of the Night final last week. As most know, the kids were able to seek help and get feedback on the final. As such, all of the sudden, John and Mike were awakened to the fact that they couldn’t easily skate outta this one; they’d have to produce something. And they seized the opportunity to get help, which was great, until help quickly turned into “write my paper for me, Sy.” One, it was obvious they had not read the book. Two, because they had not done any of the practice essays, they had no clue how to proceed independently. Three, they were taking valuable time away from peers who had actually read the book and completed the practice. Four, I found it distasteful that they were trying to BS an essay on Night. And so, enough was enough. Time for the hall.

And so, we sat and had a real–a tough–conversation. I will spare the details. But I took a risk. I bluntly called them out, and I made them mad. I had to. I told them as much. I told them that if that’s what it took, I would pay the price. When the dust finally settled, I offered an opportunity, an opportunity for them to redeem themselves, to salvage something from the predicament we found ourselves in. It was too late to read Night. But they had both seen the movies–this I knew. So, I presented them the opportunity to use one of the movies with the same prompt for the final. I told them that I wanted the introduction in hand Monday. They delivered.

Years from now, Mike and John will likely forget the details, but I hope they remember the moment. And, when they do, I hope they do not remember it as “Syrie made me write the essay.” I hope they remember it as “Syrie gave me a chance.” I will remember it as “Syrie took a chance, a risk,” I hope it’s one that pays off in the end–for all of us.

Happy Wednesday, all.

We Teach Kids: Project 180, Day 77.1

While this does not perfectly capture my thinking, it did resonate with me this morning as I was wandering through the Twitterverse. Words matter. What we say or sometimes don’t say has an impact on our young  spirits. And, above all, our words should communicate to our kids that they matter most, not content, not test scores.

Last night, I began another new quarter at Eastern with kids who are just entering the education program. And though my course title is technically “Classroom Management,” I took a new approach last night and changed it, giving it the unofficial-but-better title, “Classroom Culture.” And while it may simply be semantics, success in the classroom is not about managing kids; it’s about creating culture, a culture where kids can thrive and succeed socially , emotionally, and academically. I tell my Eastern students, in a sense, “management” really comes down to how you want kids to feel when they enter your room. And that takes work. It takes an intentional, I-am-going-to-make-you-feel-like-you-matter approach. And that means, content becomes a secondary consideration. Of course, that does not always readily resonate with all my just-entering the program students. Oh, I don’t think it’s that they neither understand nor accept the notion; rather, I think it’s simply that they hadn’t thought of it in those terms before.

Managing a classroom is an incredibly complex undertaking. It is not as simple as teacher teaches and students learn. Recently I heard the claim that a teacher makes more decisions than a brain surgeon, and while I don’t know if that’s exactly the case, I do make an inestimable number of decisions in my day, and only a fraction of them involve content. Most of them center around the social and emotional development and well-being of my kids. And I get that some think that it shouldn’t be that way, that we should just whip the kids into line and make them learn, that we should set aside the touchy-feely aspects and get down to basics. I get it. But that’s not how it works. Classrooms are cultures, not factories. Kids are people, not products. And the strength of any culture is measured by the disposition of its individuals. As creators of culture, teachers must make kids the priority; the content in a healthy classroom culture will take care of itself. As is often said in ed. circles, “They don’t care how much you know until they know how much you care.” Kids first. Content second. This is the first, key consideration in creating and maintaining a healthy culture in the classroom.

Happy Tuesday, all. 2-hour late start today. For any who are keeping track, I called this day 77.1 because of our cancellation yesterday. Have to make sure I end on 180.

We Will not Forget: Project 180, Day 77

Take grades off the table and things change. “Have-to’s” give way to “choose-to’s,” compliance yields to commitment. In the 180 classroom, kids, in a sense, don’t have to do anything. Well, there is one exception; they have to sign their learning logs/progress reports. But beyond that, by design, they choose to do things. Where there is choice, there is commitment. And this is a core element to the 180 approach.

Many of you will recognize the graphic above, but when you last saw it, the “I-will-not-forget”  space was blank. Knowing that I did not have the “power” of a grade to force compliance, I had to approach our reading of Night differently. Tradition generally dictates giving a test at the end of a novel to reward those who read and punish those who did not. I did not want the kids to read the book to “pass the test.” I wanted them to read the book for a greater purpose. Elie did not write the book so future generations of school children could pass a test at the end. Indeed, he wrote it so future generations would not forget. And that is how we approached it. Those who read it did so out of commitment to a greater end. They read. They will not forget. They passed the test.

Of course, not all my kids read it. And they have owned that. In earnest, I asked they only sign it if they actually read it cover to cover. “Don’t BS me. Don’t BS yourselves.” And while I am disheartened that not all were able to pledge, I was not surprised. We live and have lived in a time where it is becoming increasingly difficult to get kids to read books. Very few kids actually read the books we put in front of them. Oh, they turn some pages, but for various reasons they rarely see it through, relying instead on CliffsNotes and Sparknotes to get through the test at the end.

Last year, when I still used grades to “motivate” kids, very few read the book. I know because of how they performed on the test at the end, many of them later intimating that they read the “notes” instead–again for reasons varying from “I was busy” to “I didn’t really get into the book,” etc. This year, without a test hanging over their heads, a majority of my kids read Night. Yes, it is possible that some signed the pledge without having read the book in its entirety, but I believe most did based not only on our class discussions but also on their in-class writes at the end. And I am proud of them for accepting the challenge, for committing themselves to a bigger purpose. And for each who signed, I will write and deliver a personal thank you note. I am proud of them. I am proud of them for choosing to do something because they found value in it, for themselves, for society.

Just learned that school’s closed today. Be safe everyone.

You Helped Them on the Test? Project 180, Day 76

 

In my day, I often wish for witnesses. I wish there were “others” in the room to observe and see, to share the experiences. Yesterday, was one of those days. Of course, I know that there are those of you who would gladly visit, and I would warmly welcome you, but it seems it’s never quite the same when it’s planned. I wish you could just materialize or see without my knowing and witness the moments authentically. I wish I could just “livestream” my class and let people check in when they wanted. Maybe next year?

Anyway, back to yesterday. Why a witness? Well, it was a “test” day. The kids started their Night final. Okay. So what was there to see? Ordinarily, test days are otherwise “unobservable days,” for kids are just sitting silently at their desks, taking the test. Nothing to see. But the 180 classroom is not an ordinary classroom. I can and will do things that are out of the ordinary to reach the paramount goal: growth. And it all stems from the difference between an “assessment of learning” and an “assessment for learning.” Yes, I use the assessments as a measurement, to see how the kids fare against the standards, but I also use it to inform my instruction, and yesterday I discovered it can be an opportunity to give feedback in real time.

As the graphic above suggests, once we put a grade on something the learning is generally “over.” We teachers know this. True. It frequently is manifested by kids who ignore our comments just to find the letter grade. The final judgment. The summative sentence. In the gradeless 180 classroom, in a sense, there are no summative assessments. By design, they are all formative. Their sole purpose is to promote growth, to be vehicles for feedback. Yesterday, I saw a chance to transform my approach and give feedback during the process. Simply said, I helped kids on the test. For those who requested it, I gave them feedback along the way. Doing and feedback are necessary growth steps. Growth is the ultimate goal. Thus, growth should be a part of the equation for everything that we do, including “tests.” But does that taint the product? Does my helping the process skew the outcome? I don’t know. I don’t think so. Katie (name changed) visited my desk 5 times yesterday for help on her introduction. This is what my help looked/sounded like.

  • “Look at the board, Kate. What’s missing in your TAGS ? Go back to your desk.”
  • “Nope,” as I scribbled out several lines. “Why did Elie share his story? You have to consider and include the greater context. Back to your seat.” Exasperated sigh from Katie.
  • “Okay. Now we’re talking. Now we have to get to you and the passage. I see the passage but I don’t know what the specific impact is. You can’t just say, ‘it impacted me greatly.’ How did this passage affect you?  Did it disturb you, horrify you, dishearten you? You got this.” A reassuring tap on her elbow. “Back to it, kiddo.
  • “Okay. Better. But now you have to go back and tie all of this together. You’re almost there.”
  • “Now we’re dancing. Good. Your ready to jump into the rest of the essay. You’ll be fine.”

I think that’s learning. I think Katie found herself in the “struggle zone” yesterday. The challenge was high, thinking was required, and with my help, the stress was low. Yesterday’s graphic suggested that those were the elements of effective learning. Though I cannot speak to that definitively or defend it empirically, I can share earnestly that I believe Katie grew yesterday. I want others to share that belief. I want others to rethink and re-imagine learning. I want others to witness the potential of different, the reward of risk. To be clear, I am not suggesting that I have it all figured out. To be sure, I am just trying to do different to do better, and I want to share my journey.

Happy Friday, all. Have a splendid weekend.

In the Zone: Project 180, Day 75

Wow. Slept in. Short post. Sorry. This caught my attention as I was traveling through the Twitterverse yesterday. Most teachers strive to get kids out of their comfort zones, and we generally do, but the trick is finding the appropriate zone once we move them beyond that threshold. Too often, teachers jump straight to the panic zone, defending the jump as rigor, but we have to be careful. Rigor is not severity or quantity. Rigor is not stress and panic. Rigor is not without support. Rather, rigor presents complexity and invites creativity. Rigor creates struggle, which requires grit and support. The struggle zone is the sweet spot, that place where kids are challenged but not overwhelmed. This is my goal for the 180 classroom. I want my kids to face challenges, but I want them to be able to breathe, to be able to learn. And that is not easy. Tough to do with 150 different souls in my day. But I try. Ever in search for that sweet spot.

Happy, Thursday, all. Sorry for the short post.

What’s the Point? Project 180, Day 74

The point of learning transcends grades. The point of learning is to build oneself. And this idea is at the core of the P-180 classroom. When I took grades off the table, I sought to drive home this point, forcing kids to take that first giant step into taking responsibility for their learning, for themselves. Yes, that is a lot of pressure, and quite possibly there are some students who are not prepared for such a burden, but it is a necessary step in their personal journey towards better, their personal journey towards best. And that takes courage, maturity, reflection, and introspection. But it also takes support. I cannot deliver them at their end, but I can support them along their way.

To varying degrees, kids will leave 211 at year’s end “knowing things.” They will know the difference between a gerund and a participle. They will know what parallel structures are. They will know how to integrate text evidence into their writing. They will know a lot of things. But of all they know and discover by year’s end, I hope they better know themselves. I hope they are more mature, more wise, more self-disciplined, more effective, and more productive, for if they are, then they will have grown; they will have learned. And that is the point.

We finish Night today.  We will have our final discussion before I provide performance opportunities to hold the kids accountable for their learning. But I am not holding them accountable by giving them a traditional, transactional test. I never wanted them to read the book to make a transaction with me at the end. I wanted them to read the book to make a connection with the world. Here is a brief look at the two opportunities.

  1. Holocaust Memory Project

    Goal: Create and present something that honors the memory of the Holocaust

    Guidelines

    • Collaborate in self-selected teams of 2, 3, or 4. No exceptions.
    • Each class will collaborate to determine general requirements and quality indicators.
    • Each team will develop quality targets/criteria for self-assessment.
    • I will provide 4 days of class time for your creation.
    • I will serve as a consultant and facilitator only. The rest is up to you.
    • You will present your creation during semester finals
    • Your peers will judge your creations.
  2. Night Final: On-Demand Write

    Prompt: Elie Wiesel wrote Night so the world would not forget the Holocaust. He did not want “his past to become [our] future.” To that end, he wanted his memoir to have an impact on a modern audience.

    As a member of this “modern audience,” select a specific scene that had a significant impact on you. In an essay, present a brief summary of the scene and a thorough discussion of the scene’s impact. In your discussion, include at least two pieces of quoted text evidence to support your thinking.  

No, I am not testing their knowledge of dates, places, names, etc. I am not trying to “catch” those who didn’t read. I am trying to give them a greater purpose for their learning. I want them to connect. Transactions expire, often as soon as the lesson, test, and/or unit are over. Connections endure. To know things is great. To know oneself is greater. I prefer and push the latter. It’s the 180 difference.

Happy Wednesday, all.

Slow and Steady: Project 180, Day 73

Off to a slow start this morning. And though it is Tuesday, as I always tell my kids, Monday is more a feeling than a day, and oh boy does it feel like a Monday. Still, I am glad to get back to my kiddos again as we resume our journey into the largely unknown realm of gradeless learning, a journey where there are no sidewalks, a journey where the path is not always clear, a journey  where the reality of getting lost is all too real, but that’s the risk. Can’t get anywhere if we don’t first venture forth from the familiarity and safety of our comfort zones.

So, with a new year here and 107 days to go, we will continue to take risks in 211. Today, though, we will start slowly. I’ve learned that Monday–real or feel–is rarely a day to step too far from the path. Slow and steady today.

Happy 2017, all. Glad to be back.